I have a sick

mind, which does not learn, rien (nothing)!! Life has always been hard for me, unless it's a really easy life with a lot of quality entertainment, no worries, and enough bit of love. I have to be smiled at, behaved nicely with a lot of mental and physical space! I have usually been with people who understood me well, those who insisted on not listening were left out sometimes smoothly sometimes with some friction, those who were ready to understand have been always welcome! Sometimes, accidentally, we meet people who insist to be themselves, but who needs them, why do they insert themselves in my life or why do I come across these people. I want to be very very lucky so that I avoid a good portion people/things without learning all the sorts  that people have sculptured themselves into.