This is a feeling

I have almost forgotten, finally it's visiting me this Sunday evening. Telling myself the lie that I am used to living without sun, maybe a little less cheerful than normal, and being deprived from it for at least five days or so, now I feel depressed in this Germanland . I don't feel like doing the laundary or wasting time on the internet. I am down and and it's not too bad to meet an old friend again.